I don't know who this post is for, but you feel weary beyond words and wonder if God has abandoned you. He has not abandoned you. He knows you are weary and feel as if you are being crushed.
His word tell us:
We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body.
Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices; my body also will live in hope,
because you will not abandon me to the grave, nor will you let your Holy One see decay. You have made known to me the paths of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence.
Come to Me, all of you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.
You think I never hear the Lord anymore, when will He show up? He is there. He will never leave you or forsake you. Sit quietly, tell Him what is bothering you. Pour it all out. Ask Him to give you clarity and confirmation about your situation.
He loves you, He loves you, He loves you. If you need prayer, please ask trusted friends to pray for you or prayer ministers at your church. Ask your blogging sisters to pray...call or e-mail 1 of the large ministries who take prayer requests...ask me, I will pray for you.